more retching. a lot of retching
not too much puking, 3 times so far.
do not like deep fried, greasy looking food
do not like sweet stuff like dessert (but sucking on sweets helps with the nausea)
something that tastes great one day will cause revulsion the next
there's a bad aftertaste to all food, usually bitter.
there are no cravings, only revulsions
actually i don't really feel nauseated very much. just retch a lot as i feel my stomach grow gradually emptier.
definitely have a tummy now. can't fit into bottoms. feeling quite sad. boobs are swollen and i can't imagine how much they're being stretched out. trying not to think or look too much at it.
fat is collecting on the back of my thighs and butt. gross
feel sad looking at skinny jeans, knowing the possibility that i may NEVER ever wear them EVER again....
feel bad because am irritated when hubby puts his arm on me or wants to cuddle and i have to turn him away because i feel TOO HOT! this is too weird.... it's quite sad too that i really don't have much desire to go out at all. going out means having to find clothes that will fit. at this point, looking in my wardrobe just makes me feel quite sad. i don't feel good wearing the stuff and looking at all the things i don't fit into doesn't help. i don't want to put on my contacts, i don't want to put creams on my face, i don't want to put make up on, i don't want to wear heels.
i feel like i'm robbing my poor husband of fun weekends. i grouch alot, wanting to just sit around at home in comfy T-shirt and shorts. in fact, the weird thing is, i even have an aversion to showering. i don't have an aversion to being clean, but the thought of showering is like too much work. the scent of the showergel is not agreeing with me; the other day i felt like i was suffocating in all the steam and soap of the shower cubicle. weird.
here's my summary of pregnancy at least at this stage:
the feeling of being seasick all the time
stuffing food in your mouth as you are retching
force feeding even when your stomach is queasy and ready to hurl
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